Keeping Motivated

Staying motivated, let alone getting someone to motivate you, can be difficult at times. One of my coworkers was discussing how her husband is not supportive of her when it comes to working out. I thought to myself, “Why do we need someone else to boost us along?” The answer is we don’t need anyone’s approval. If you want to run a marathon whose stopping you but you.

James Altucher,  an American hedge fund manager, entrepreneur, bestselling author, venture capitalist, and podcaster, said it best “If you don’t live in a world of choosing, you live in a world of excusing.” That just means that you have to choose to do things for yourself, and not make excuses. This implies me too. My husband doesn’t support me in many things. I mean he takes me to my gym classes, but he doesn’t help me on my meal plans or nutritional system. It frustrates me to the point I want to give it up and say F it. I have to build that mental strength my mentor, Haziq Ali, taught me a week ago.

He mentioned four surprising ways to develop mental strength:

  1. Evaluate what your core beliefs are. What do you think about yourself? How do you look at the world? Core beliefs are how you look at the world.
  2. Look to expand your mental energy wisely. Stop putting yourself in the place of things you can’t control.
  3. Practice tolerating discomfort. Mental strength requires you to become aware of your emotions.
  4. Reflect daily on your progress. Ask yourself that you learn about your thoughts.

You need this in order to get the self-motivation. Get positive, get rewarded, and get peer pressure. That is right peer pressure. Always measure your progress and acknowledge it. It will create happiness. Scientists show that 75% of what we do is because of rewards. Peer pressure helps us more. Share support and competition will change everything.




New Changes

I know my site seems to be bare, and that is because I have deleted all my blogs. I want to refresh everything from my blog, radio show, and life. You have to take a step back and find yourself. I am still a human that is a person that is becoming. I have ventured into a new project, which is wine. Let me be honest with me not working out like I used to. It has been two months or maybe three since I worked out. I lost my mojo, but I will rise again. There will be a new Tekneshia coming to you shortly. I will keep you updated on my progress.

Dream Almost Crushed

Well I am no longer working for Turner Broadcasting Systems. I was let go last week. It was told to me that I was making mistakes on the basketball games for the NBA League Pass. I accepted my mistakes, but I was hoping for another chance.

I felt like I was betrayed. It felt like someone had stolen my joy. With the anger that was building inside me, I could not think straight. After a day, I thought it may have been a reason why I did not need to work there. God has a purpose for us all, and that was not the place I needed to be right then.

Shortly after that, I met a great many people at PeopleTV, a video on demand who airs to over 100,000 people, who are producers and radio hosts. I felt at home. So, now I can do more of my goals. I thank TBS for giving me a chance.

Homeless With A Job

I go to work almost everyday for eight or more hours; without a notice of what to entail when I get there. I clock in at 4:30 ready to set up the workstation, which consist of making tea, lemonade, cutting lemons and limes, gathering trash cans and drinking glasses and making sure silverware is rolled. While doing all this, I am waiting for the doors, to the restaurant, to open at 5 p.m.  Sometimes, a crowd of people come in at that time, and other times there is a waiting period for two to three hours. Those are the days that disgust me.

Waiting around for someone to come into the restaurant. I am happy when I get my first customer. When the second and third customer comes, my hopes get higher. I love when it is busy because I am making money and the time is passing by. All I hope for is that majority of the customers leave  18% gratuity. It can turn into a bad day when you are not getting tip right.  The customer is my best friend when they sit at the table. I engage in friendly conversation. Also, whatever they need it will be taken care of in a timely manner. I am thankful when I get a crowd of men and women who just want to drink up a tab of $300 or more, especially when they leave an extra tip with the gratuity. If I get two tables like that I can make at least $300 in charge tips.

With most waitress jobs, they are treating the gratuities as wages, so the waitress does not get the money that night unless it is cash. The money goes on a paycheck. Luckily I get paid every week, but still that money gets taxed. That is not good for me because I have a disabled husband and twin girls. I get paid $3.40 a hour, which is tipped minimum wage. Each of my check shows the gross amount and the taxes deducted. My paycheck ends up being very little at times unless one week is busy.   I provide for all of them. Now, my husband gets a disability check, which  pays the car insurance and rent. The other bills are on me. Once you start paying bills, the money is gone. So, seeing a check for $800 is satisfying, but not enough. The reason of becoming a server is to take the money home that night.

I love my job because of the patrons, despite the low wages. Enough is enough though. I feel like the job is tearing me down.  Working nine days straight to make a living. Then, I have to tip the bartender 1.5% of my sales. I feel homeless without being on the street or eat out of dumpsters. Hey, thank God I am able to pay the bills. At times, there is not enough money to pay all my bills. I have to wait another week to make up the difference. My husband’s disability check takes care of the rent and I think about the government was to ever shut that off. My children sometimes want nice things, but I have to put them on hold because there is not enough to pleasure them. After a hard day of work, I get home and go into a deep sleep from exhaustion.

I have been a waitress for nine years while being in school pursing a degree in communications, which I obtained an Associate’s in 2009 and a BA in 2011. It is hard to get into the news industry, but I will keep striving.  I don’t have to yell like a four year old to let you know my problems. I don’t need judgment, but I will take help.

Father’s Day

Man of God come one, come all. Stand and be proud of who you are. You are working for God. You must cut your partners and friends, who are not on your side, a loose. If they are not with you they will fall by the waist side. God is here to give you a new lease young men. Generate a circle of good Christian people who will be there when you need them.

For the soon to be fathers, act like fathers and husbands to the woman who bears your seed(s).  It is time to stop chasing. You are a father now. God will help guide you young man. Don’t give into the seduction, the negativity, the false-heart, etc. Be strong! Life is not over for you; it has just begun. A new season has started. Preach the holy ghost everyday and you shall see new things blossom among you. Today is your day to understand what Father’s Day is all about and it will start by believing in the spirit and not the flesh.